Monday, April 30, 2012

K is for...
"Kiss Yourself Goodbye"
The All-American Rejects

Blank face little girl
Your colors running down
It’s the one you love
Cry out my world, this copulated kiss
It’s the last that you deserve

I’ve done wrong
I’ve been gone
It’s the one you love
Drink down and your candles burn
Away, away

Dreaming you, is so easy, yeah
If it was up to me, then you would cry tonight
If it was up to you

Take you, take me away
I can’t go with you now
Don’t you wish I’d try
Left just a trace, it's growing colder still
So kiss yourself goodbye

I’ve done wrong
I’ve been gone
It’s the one you love
One drink and your candles burn
Away, away

Dreaming you, is so easy, yeah
If it was up to me, then you would cry tonight
When it's up to you, you kiss yourself goodbye

Let go, push your daisies
A thousand maybes, a thousand left I'm done
A white glow, just for tasting
A life for wasting (it’s the one you love)
And I look into your eyes, it's the one you love

Last one then I fill you up today, today
How can you sleep
When dreaming you, is so easy, yeah
If it was up to me, then you would cry tonight
When its up to you, you kiss yourself goodbye
You would cry tonight (yeah)
So kiss yourself goodbye (yeah)
You would cry tonight (yeah)
So kiss yourself goodbye
L is for...
Love?!
No way, we are not having this conversation :O
Or are we?! Yeah, we are. Sorry about that :P I don't really have all that much to say about it right now, so I guess you're in luck. Basically I all got is:
Love is probably one of the weirdest emotions ever. It has no reason or pattern or reason. (Said reason twice on purpose.) And for Christians (not saying that I am), theyy teach you that you have to love everybody. Which is all fine and dandy. I have nothing against that. Not a big fan of that whole hate business o.o But as far as the people you truly love, like friends or family or lovers? You have to be careful. But at the same time, you can't be scared. I say this because love is kind of a scary concept for me. I don't trust myself to know when a relationship is unhealthy for me. I should add that now I do trust myself to know when someone goes too far. But before, I didn't and I was afraid that I'd be really easy to take advantage of. Found out that really wasn't the case which is really good. But it still took me a while to get used to the idea.
When I first met My Friend, we were just friends. I've known him for over 11 months now. In that time he somehow earned my trust and gained my unconditional love. I have no idea how he managed to do that, only that he did it when no one else could. He knows I have trust issues. He's knows pretty much everything there is to know about me. I'm still not all too sure that that's such a good idea, but I trust him nevertheless. So when he somehow fell for me?... Well, I'll get into all tht later.
M is for...
Maroon 5
LOVE these people too :D Adam Levine has such a distinctive voice and I love it absolutely. They're songs are a bit adult in their content, but they're love songs and they're really catchy. I currently have the whole albums of Won't Be Soon Before Long and Hands All Over. And I cannot wait to get my hands on Songs About Jane. That's my absolute favorite album, but I still don't own it?!? WHAT AN OUTRAGE!>:O
Anyways, some of my favorite songs:
She Will Be Loved
The Sun
Sunday Morning
Moves Like Jagger
Stutter
Nothing Lasts Forever
Not Falling Apart
N is for...
"Never Let You Go"
Third Eye Blind

There's every good reason for letting you go
She's sneaky and smoked out
And it's starting to show
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
You say that I changed
Well maybe I did
But even if I changed
What's wrong with it?
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
And now our friends are gone, are gone
And all the time moves on and on
And all I know is it's wrong, it's wrong
And all I know is it's wrong, it's wrong
If there's a reason, it's lost on me
Maybe we'll be friends, I guess we'll see
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, let's turn on each other
Good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
What a good idea
I remember the stupid things
The mood rings, the bracelets and the beads
Nickels and dimes, yours and mine
Did you cash in all your dreams
You don't dream for me no, you don't dream for me no
But I still feel you pulsing like sonar from the days in the waves
That girl is like a sunburn I would like to save
That girl is like a sunburn I would like to save
She's like a sunburn, she's like a sunburn
O is for...
Only My Thoughts
Is it only in my thoughts
that you exist?
Is it only in my thoughts
that you are here?
Is it only in my thoughts
that you care?
If it is,
what does that say about me?
How can I love someone who is
only in my thoughts?


-Wolfie
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Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Here's some more!

F is for...
Friends
So new school, new friends. Right? Well, mostly right. I know a lot of new people and all that. But instead of making new friends, per se, I just became closer to a lot of people I already knew but wasn't really all that close to before. It all works though. We have to stick together, after all. On that note, I have a new guy friend. By new I mean I've known him for just under a year. It sometimes feels longer though, because we talk all the time and he's pretty cool. He's also friends with a few of my girlie friends so it's pretty fun when we all get together. Anyways, teenage stuff.
What is a friend, really? Who would constitute a friend to you?
To me, it comes down to a few things. See, I have issues with trusting people. So if I can trust a person, that basically makes them my friend. But how do they get my trust? Well, they have to talk to me a lot, they have to be able to share stuff about themselves too. They have to anwer my questions and listen to me. They have be there. But sometimes it's even more than that. Sometimes I just need to feel like I have a connection with a person. Sometimes that's all it takes. I'm the kind of person who needs to trust my gut every now and then and if I get a good feeling about a certain person, that makes it a lot easier to get to know them and trust them. So it's about trust. It's caring about each other and trying to help out when the other one is a bit down. It's not so much that you hang out with them all the time, but that when you do spend time with each other, you love every moment of it. I could go on, but I have a feeling I'm not going to be talking about *just friends* anymore. So onto the next topic!


G is for...
Guesswork
You had me guessing
You wouldn't say.
You kept me in the dark
You wouldn't say.
So I had to guess
But I didn't want to.
I was afraid that I'd be wrong
Good thing I'm good at guessing.


H is for...
"Hanging By a Moment"
Lifehouse
I'm desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind

There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

I'm desperate for changing
I'm starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

I is for...
Ice Cream, Iguanas, and Igloos
WHO DOESN'T LOVE ICE CREAM?!? Well, I guess some people though, and I'm not trying to insult anybody when I say it's because their weirdos because there is absolutely nothing wrong with being weird(: Example: I'm pretty weird :D If you don't think so, just wait, you'll think so pretty soon(: On that note, today was freakishly hot in SoCal, especially considering it was all gloomy. Guess it was the humidty and such. I'm all for cloudy days :D Not so much the humidity.
Iguanas? Cool lizard like reptile creatures :D Nah, I really don't know. Had to look them up on Google o.o
Here's what I got:
THEY ARE LIZARDS :O Well, they're a genus of lizard, to be exact. I was close enough(: They're herbivores, too! How exciting! They're native to tropical areas in Central America and the Carribean... AND LOOK!


IT'S AN IGUANA!
*Took the picture from Wikipedia*


J is for...
Jack's Mannequin
Aka: MY FAVORITE BAND<3
I seriously love them! They're alternative (as in the genre) so that makes them absolutely perfect for me! They got those guitar and drum elements that I love so much. And of course! THE LYRICS! Andrew McMahon writes the most amazing lyrics. Love him ^.^
I realize that I like music most people don't, so I won't guarantee that you'll like them, but if you want to give them a shot, you should go for it. Never hurts looking for new music.
As a side note, Andew McMahon has leukemia. When I found out I was all heartbroken and sad. But then I listened to all his songs again. They suddenly make a lot more sense. So I love Jack's Mannequin. Bottom line.
Albums:
Everything in Transit
The Glass Passenger
People & Things

Some of my favorite songs:
Dark Blue
La La Lie
Dropout - The So Unknown
Hammers and Strings
Annie Use Your Telescope
MFEO Parts 1 and 2
Miss California


-Wolfie
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Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Here's what I got for now, but a little at a time is better than none at all!

A is for...

Adventure
Oh, yes. Adventure. That thing that everybody loves! It's what entire buildings that people like to call libraries are made of. Whether they really happened or not in real life does not matter at all. What matters is the way you interpret it in your own mind, the way you recreate the adventure into images and scenes (as I like to call them) that work for, who? YOU!  People write to get their point across, to let what's in their mind be known. People read to mess that all up and figure it out in a totally new way! That's just how it works.


B is for...

Blue Jays
These are some beautiful birds. No. Lie. B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L. Truth be told, I have never seen a blue jay before I moved to this house. But now there's a nest in the backyard. And I am absolutely fascinated by these wonderful creatures. If I had any artistic ability at all, I would sketch them out. If you've never seen a blue jay before, CHANGE THAT. Like, right now! DO IT!
Done?(: Beautiful, right?! So I got those birds, living in my backyard. I love looking out the sliding doors and watching as they hop around, finding food for their baby. (So far I've seen two adults, and glimpses of the baby bird.) They aren't always visible, because they fly and hop and hide. But I could just stare out into the backyard forever. I might only get a few glimpses, but they are so worth it.


C is for...

CONFUSED
Here's where I finally get to rant about my teenage issues! YAY! :D Well, not really. I promise I won't get too annoying. I would just like to point out that I am a girl, and therefore I like guys, and since I am now in high school, I apparently have to deal with them. Who knew, right? All I can say about that is: People in general are confusing. Teenage guys are even more so. I'll get back to you on that later as things continue to happen.


D is for...

"Don't Stop Believin'"
Journey

Just a small town girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere

Just a city boy
Born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smoky room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the night

Working hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice just one more time

Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the night

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlight people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people

E is for...
A short poem called-

Eventually Going to Get There
Eventually
I am going to get there
Eventually

-Wolfie

PS: My poem titles are underlined! Oh well!
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Monday, April 23, 2012

Z END!!!!!!
 
Get it?:D
Anyways, I have finally finished last year's A to Z!
 
 
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
 
 
*not so accomplished because it took me a year*
 
But that's okay!
A-T post tomorrow, everybody! Watch me get this quest done >:D
 
-Wolfie
 
 
PS: Quick word on zebras....
THEY ARE EVIL! BEWARE THE DANCING ZEBRAS! DX
 
For more info read:
 
The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein
 
^^^^^ REALLY GOOD BOOK <3
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All are topics that will be discussed further at some later time when it's otherwise not today or tomorrow which is quickly approaching!

"Yellow"
Coldplay
 
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called 'Yellow'

So then I took my time
Oh what a thing to've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know? You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know? For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for

Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
 
Yelling
I yell
So you can hear me
I yell
So you can care
I yell
But no one hears me
I yell
But you don't care
 
 
"You Found Me"
Kelly Clarkson
 
Is this a dream?
If it is please, don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb, until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like when everything's right, I can't believe

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me, you found me

So, here we are and that's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back, I'm fading out, all that has faded me within
You're by my side, now everything's fine, I can't believe

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me, you found me

And I was hiding 'til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know? How did you know?

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me, you found me

You broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad and the things in between
You found me, you found me
-Wolfie
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WHAT STARTS WITH X?!?!?!
 
*freaks out*
 
-Wolfie
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Warm Wishes and Wishful Thinking
 
I am wishfully thinking about warm wishes and finding that I absolutely must catch up because I am almost there and I don't want this quest to be another wishful thought.
On an unrelated note, I wish I could go to sleep so that tomorrow could come faster and I could see some people I miss dearly...
 
-Wolfie
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Very Close to Being Done with Last Year's A to Z posts
 
 
Almost THERE!!!!!
So look up some stuff on Volkswagons and the color violet ^.^
 
-Wolfie
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"The Undeveloped Story"
Anberlin
Taking all what others have hassled
Looking back to darker days getting me down
And if this is chaos
I think that I'm in love with clamor
Tides are turning
never understood my undeveloped story
But it makes sense to me, you make sense to me

When it all falls down, I'll still be right here
When it all falls down, we'll still be right here
Once in a lifetime, I could feel this way
Once in a lifetime, you could feel it too

Cancel your black subscription
I'm nowhere near a cigarette
And I'm cut clear as you wander
Past this lonely street and wonder
Dance all night, dance all night
The kids are all here, and we're downtown
We're past the morning glory
It's ten past two
and I'm still working on forty


-Wolfie
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So here's some little poems for you, brought to you by lack of sleep and human interaction!:D
Trying, Tripping, and Trees
I am trying, trying, trying.
I swear, I really am.
I am trying as I'm walking, I am trying as I stand.
I am tripping, tripping, tripping.
I swear, I really am.
I am tripping as I'm walking, I am tripping as I stand.
And even though I want to be...
I am not a tree, tree, tree.
I swear, I really cannot be.
I am not a tree because I walk, but maybe I could be because I stand.

Trying
I try.
I try.
I try...
But do you even notice?
       do you even care?
I try
I try.
I try...
But not enough for you
       just enough for me.

Tripping
I trip because I try
I trip because I try.
I trip because I try....
I trip over your attention
I trip over your love.
I trip because I try
I trip because I try.
I trip because I try....
I trip over what I try for
I trip because no matter how hard I try
It never seems to work

Trees
A tree does not try or trip.
Maybe a tree never trips because a tree never tries.
I try and I trip and I am not a tree, even though I want to be.
A tree does not cry or laugh.
Maybe a tree never cries because a tree never laughs.
I cry and I laugh and I am not a tree, even though I want to be.
A tree only stands and lives in peace.
Maybe a tree only stands because a tree knows peace.
A tree is alone while it stands in its peace.
Maybe a tree knows that the only way.
I cannot stand alone in a tree-like peace because
     I try
     I trip
I cry
I laugh
I cannot stand alone and cannot know peace when my heart burns so
    I cannot be a tree
Because these are the things that somehow make me
Because I am not a tree
And I guess I don't really want to be.

-Wolfie
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Sleep and Lack Thereof
The week before Spring Break, everybody decided to dump projects and loads of homework on us Honors kids! Yippee! And what did you think I was going to do over Spring Break? CATCH UP?!?!?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


I think that sums that up very well(:

-Wolfie
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Returning, Reuiniting, and Reviewing

So I have RETURNED and I hope to REUNITE with all of you and I shall soon REVIEW what has been happening. That's all I REALLY have time for RIGHT now. This is a veRy lame post. So soRRy about that. Look! Captital R's eveRywheRe!

-Wolfie
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Quests, Questions, and Quirks

I'm sure we all have a few of these in our lives!

Quests:
AH YES! Those things, you remember them? They're really fun to look at :D You know, like in those video or computer games? And you have those quests that you really truly mean to get done, but then you never do? Life is a lot like that sometimes. I find it very sad. Because I'm like that a lot o.o
I always say,
I'M GOING TO DO THIS *very determined look*

And then I go and try and I get distracted....
*Oh look, a penguin!:O*
And then that's the end of that. Hopefully my quest to catch up completely does not turn out like that at all *more determined look*

Questions:
OMIGOSH! I have an awful lot of those, ask anybody! I ask one particular person more questions than anyone else, but I'll get into that later. That's a bit of backstory that came into play sometime during the year I was gone. But I'll get to it. Then you'll see! I've made a friend(:

Quirks:
I have an awful lot of these too! Always wondered what they were! I seriously forgot what a quirk was and what I wanted to say about them. WOOPS! I clearly need some sleep. So onward to the next post!

-Wolfie
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Pies. Potatoes. Or Perhaps Penguins.

I am not a big fan of pie. *insert shocked gasp here*
It's  kind of funny seeing how people react when people find out you don't like pie (or any food, doesn't matter what) The reactions tell you a lot about that person actually. And some of them are pretty funny. Yeah, I don't like pie. How are you reacting to that?

Potatoes are another story. Don't like them either.... Oh. Maybe it's the same story(:
Anyways! Don't like potatoes, don't like fries. Potato chips are fine, but anything else... nope, I'm good.

So let's move on to them....
Penguins!
How random, we switched from food to flightless birds! Hope you guys don't mind! I mean, who doesn't love penguins? They're cute, they're pretty, beautiful, amazing, etc... Whatever you call them, they are pretty unique. And as I much as I love them personally for what they are, I also love them for...



Yeah, here's when you think that I'm absolutely crazy.
*Yeah we do*
o.o
What is this?!?!?!?!
Well, I was trying to type <3 on my phone and it just so happened that on my QWERTY keyboard, the alt key for "I" was the number 3! And that fn button you're supposed to press before typing any of the fn symbols did not press before I typed the "i" hence the

-Wolfie
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Opportunities
Yup. That's right. That's the best word I could find for O!
Nah, just kidding. I actually have stuff to say about this.
So as the case may be, my return to the WOB is due to the opportunity I had to be on the computer today. I had the time to be on, was bored enough to go searching through websites... And then-
BAM!
Like that, but more like

BAM!!!!!

Yeah, just like that ^
That's what it was like when I had this insane urge to check Blogger. Why was it insane?


I'VE BEEN GONE FOR A YEAR (practically)!!!!!!!!!!!


Are you seeing the insanity?
Anyways, thank whoever you believe in, because I am kind of insane and sporadic when it comes to getting back to old habits, so here it goes. Here I am. Because I am insane, but not just that.
Because of what?
An opportunity!
Which is the lesson of the day bascically!

DON'T LET OPPORTUNITIES PASS YOU BY!

-Wolfie

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Oh! How I wish I had the template for this! It's been WAY TOO LONG.

I admit that I'm cheating a lot because I still haven't finished last year's A to Z blogging! That is absolutely unacceptable, I must somehow make up for the time I've lost, but unfortunately you can't make time so we'll all just have to make do. I'll do the most amazing make-up post for the letters I've missed so far (A-S as of today). And I'll just take it from there. But it will happen. I think I can find enough to say. I've been gone for a year... But I think I'm back for reals this time. So here I go, finishing last year's...

N is for:
NEW
So what's new? Feel free to tell me all about it in return for reading my rant about what I've been up to for theh past year(:
As the case may be, I am in high school. Oh. My. Gosh. HOW WEIRD. Just saying(: Everyone's always saying how they're supposed to be the best four years of your life, and I can't figure out if that's because they're good four years or just the better four years. Strange thought o.o But either way, it suits me well enough. I can deal with the classes and handle the people (see how I worded that?) And I guess I can't ask for much more than that. I'll take what I can get. I'll be updating more thoroughly as posts go on, for now, that's all I got(:

-Wolfie
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Melanie
Oh yes! One of my book characters! She's pretty cool. Gotta love the chick with the power to control water. Especially when she has not as much control as she would like. That was your warning right there(:

Meet the Robinsons
Kids' movie! Of course! Oh well. I still love it. I find it very meaningful. It kind of makes you look forward to the future and what it may be like. It kind of makes you realize that the future is yours to make and ultimately, it's your decisions that decide the outcome. Yup. That's some deep stuff.
The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane by Kate DiCamillo
Children's book! Oh yes, two for two here. But you must always be open to Kate DiCamillo. I personally think that she is an amazing writer and this book touched my heart. It's the story of a porcelain rabbit who gets lost but manages to find his way back home. How inspiring! If a rabbit can do it, then so can you :D THAT is what I call a motivational motto based on a children's book. Hehe.

(slowly but surely catching up)
-Wolfie
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