But this time, of the writing sort.
The project was due yesterday, so it's behind me now.
However, this deadline of mine for my book?
It's freaking me out. It really is.
So, of course, I start procrastinating.....
You see, I love writing. I love not knowing how it's going to end, and then- BAM!
It hits you.
I guess, the truth is, I'm scared of the ending. The plot is really coming together nicely. So I'm at the part where I make it or break it. It's either gonna work, or it's not.
There is that OTHER problem I have...
So, there are many problems, with me and my writing. Just in general.
And I hate that I can't finish things.
1. When I was eight, I took a few guitar lessons. Key words: A FEW.
2. I played soccer for three years: when I was 5, 6, and again when I was 10. Who knows why I stopped but I don't play anymore.
I can't think of anymore right now, but I know there are a few more.
The point is, I have trouble sticking with things that don't come naturally to me. I am a lazy person. I'm not proud of it, but it's the truth.
And I am trying to work through that.
Which is why my goal is to finish my book by April.
I'll post a quick summary sometime in March. I don't know if you'll be interested or not. It's in YA sci-fi genre. There's romance-like qualities, action, suspense, people die.
At least, that's what it's supposed to have. Not sure how well I'm doing this, but I'll worry about that later.
So what about you? You have problems sticking with something? Do you have a goal you want to achieve more than anything else?