Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Closing Time by Semisonic.
In case you were wondering where the title came from. It came from a lyric from that song.
Needless to say, I love that line.
Because it is so true.
Just think about it for a while....

You done thinking about it?
It's amazing. I love it. It's like a pessimistic/optimistic saying at the same time.
That's all I really had to say.
I needed to bring that up.
Oh, and this quote from Avatar: The Last Airbender (tv series)
Katara: "Aw, Sokka, you really do have a heart." (hugs Sokka)
Aang: "He really does have a heart." (wipes away tears)
(Toph elbows him. Aang falls down.)

HAHAHA! It was funny. :)
Also, something else that's funny:
Now, I'm done.
I'm still on break from VA, if you were wondering.
Later, Gator!
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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Okay, so that may not have been an appropriate title for this post.
Partially because of the fact that I'm very sad, upset, annoyed, angry, confused.
But the title actually came from one of my favorite songs by one of my favorite artists.
Sunday Morning by Maroon 5.
Amazing song that I've been listening to recently.
Between that and my Antler Philosophy (will explain later), I've been working through the feelings listed above.
Which brings me to my next point.
Why am I feeling like this?
Well, it started out with this crazy obsession that's been going on for two years....
Vampire Academy. Fell in love with it. Absolutely. With the story, the characters, everything.
Frostbite. Holy cow. That's when I started seeing Richelle Mead's genius.
Shadow Kiss. Best author ever. Loved the ending. Tragic, sure. But left tons of possibilities.
Blood Promise. Amazing. Sure, I was annoyed/ pissed of at Dimitri. And definitely by Rose at some points. And the ending was great. Til the *letter*. Which you don't know about and I won't tell you about. But it changes everything. Now, I see the genius behind this. Tons of drama and such in the future. And I was cool with that. Until...
Spirit Bound. Now, it was awesome. Amazing. The ending left thousands of possibilities. Anything could have happened. Anything. But during the story, I had one problem, and one problem only (besides the *accusation*): Dimitri.
And I was over him. Me, as the reader. He had gone to far and I moved on.
To Adrian.
I had already liked him. Had liked him since he first showed up. And in Spirit Bound, I grew to love him. Because Dimitri was now out of the way. Adrian was everything and the only thing for me.
Obviously not for Rose.
Last Sacrifice.
Wanna guess who she chooses?
I don't want to outright tell you. I hate spoiling stuff. But if you happen to guess, I'm not giving much away. Am I?
But the point is: Who she chooses.
It destroyed me. Tore me to pieces. I literally almost cried. I couldn't believe it. Not Richelle Mead. She couldn't be sucked into the world of happy endings.
And though there were still a lot of lose ends *ahem.* *Adrian.*, it was basically a happy ending.
For everyone except for:
Guess who.
So, now I'm torn. Brokenhearted. Richelle Mead. My favorite vampire author ever. Or author, period.
And she resorted to the happiest happy ending you can get.
Stupid hot Russian Dimitri.
No, I don't mean that. I guess there was a point when I thought he was awesome. I still do.
Kinda. Not really.
I'm too hurt to think very clearly.
My Antler Philosophy isn't going so well.
Speaking of, I should tell you about it. Maybe it'll distract me and activate its powers or something.
So, I have these Antlers. You know, the ones they usually sell during Christmas time. So people can get into the Holiday Season and whatnot. Well, I've got one of those.
I've had it for a while. But I've started wearing it recently.
And I came up with this Philosophy.
You can never be anything but happy while wearing these Antlers.
Well, I'm wearing them, and have been wearing them for an hour.
They have not been making me overly happy. It's always worked before.
But I think my excitement over Last Sacrifice helped its Powers.
Now that I'm disappointed by it, the Powers are as Strong.
So I'm giving myself a break from VA. My obsession that I've held onto for two years.
I need it. Too many emotions. Too many attachments. One hundred pages before it ended (around 460), my heart wasn't into it anymore. She has chosen. And I couldn't believe it.
And my reaction was not just emotional like I expected it might be.
No, I had a slight headache. My heart was in physical pain. And I was nauseous. Horribly so. It almost hurt to continue. Because I knew there wasn't going to be some surprise ending. I knew how it was going to end. I figured had out all of the mysteries by that point.
No surprises.
But I think this is what hurt the most:
Richelle Mead took my Plan. She has an original guy. Thrust another one in. One who undoubtedly loved Rose. But one that she would have trouble loving back because of someone *cough.*
And then he would be thrown away, either through compassionate or cruel means.
And she would go back to the original guy.
Because the second guy never mattered.
He was just a tool used to make your writing a bit more interesting.
Now I have no idea how Richelle Mead came up with Adrian, or how she figured she would use him. But with my own personal story, I knew it as soon as the idea formed. But I also knew that the second guy would it no way be capable of loving her.
Not because she isn't lovable. But because he's a jerk who should never have been an option anyway. Obviously, I gotta fix that. Guys like that are terribly annoying.
Anyways, on a break from VA. I'll let my friend borrow it. She'll be happy at least.
But I refuse to talk about it anymore.
Officially on break.
Good night.
PS. The reason I'm upset about the *happy ending* is because it reminds me of Twilight. And you all know how I feel about that. :/
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Friday, December 3, 2010

So, I mentioned this Thing in my Last post.
And I'm ready to tell you about it.
You may or may not have noticed that there is yet another blog on my blog list.
If not, I guess I'll tell you now.
I have a new blog.
Silent Blogs.

It's not a blog about me, in case you're wondering. It's a story in the process.
And it's about a girl. And she creates a blog, telling about her life story.
But no, it's not mine.
It's all fantasy.
Or, realistic fiction.
Now, the title was inspired by my science teacher, believe it or not.
He was said something about our Science Logs. And I could've sworn he said Silent Blogs.
Well, he didn't. But the idea stuck in my head.
SO, I created it. And I'm in the process of posting/writing it.
I wrote the first post earlier. And I wrote some more, but I have yet to post them.
Now the idea is that I write. But I would appreciate followers and feedback.
IF you would like to follow, please do.
And if you can, get others to follow too.
I just want feedback to keep my in line.
And I also need a way to keep the blog as hidden as possible. Which makes no sense. I mean, it's on the Internet. But anyways, that's about it.
I'm not yet sure about the "content" of this blog/story. But I'll figure it out along the way.
Thank you for following me! (Figured now was a good time to Thank You.) And I hope you follow my Silent Blogs. :)
Just so you, it's a bit depressing. Warning you ahead of time.
Good night!
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Thursday, December 2, 2010

It is officially December!
You may think that it is officially the Next Month on the First Day.
You, my friends, are Wrong.
The month does not change 'til the second day. Which is Weird. I know it is. But such is the Way of Life.
Better get used to it now.
Anyways, my weird rambling aside, I figured I should update you on Stuff.
Like, what the heck have I been doing LAST month. Because it is officially Next Month, I can talk about Last Month.
The month of November, to be exact.

Well, surely you've heard of NaNoWriMo. And yes, I signed up.
And it was Certainly Fun.
While it Lasted.
I did not Get Far. If you know what I mean.
I didn't even get half way through.
And I will tell you WHY. Because I feel the need to vent about how Unfair Life can Be.
So, I'm committed to this. Especially at the Beginning. I'm all excited. I can finally finish the Project. The one that I came up with Two Years Ago.
Well, La Di Da. I'm writing. Writing. Writing. For a few days. Before IT happens.
Before my teachers decide that this is the month to:
1. Give us tests every week (meaning at least two or tests a week, for the subjects: Math, Science and Social Studies)
2. Give us Really Important Projects (worth a lot, so don't procrastinate!)
3. Give us homework like we don't have anything better to do (We're People too! We have Lives!)

You see, Tests, I can handle. I don't get nervous like other people do. There's no point. I never get less than a B. An lately, I haven't gotten less than an A. So, whatever. Tests are okay for me.
Projects and Homework is where I get Annoyed. Really Annoyed. Be Creative! Work Hard! Don't Procrastinate!
Ha! As if! Nobody even thinks about the project until the week of or before it's due. That's the point with Honors students. Can you still get an A, if you start the Day Before. So what if you stay up 'til Two in the Morning? Can you still get up at six or seven and come to school? Can you still get all your homework in?
That's the Point! The sign of Genius. I can still get an A if I start the Day Before!
I don't wait that long, in case you're wondering. I just do Most of it the Day Before.
But do you realize how much Time it all takes up? So there went my Writing Time.

I still haven't had the chance to Write. I've got two Projects due next Friday.
I also have a Field Trip tomorrow. Aquarium of the Pacific! Yay, Fishes!
And then there's the Weekend. Which I hope will be relaxing. But I'm not getting my Hopes up.
I also got Last Sacrifice (shriek!) coming out next Tuesday. As you can see, I am Very Excited!
And I am getting it The Day it Comes Out. The Day. No Exceptions. Whatsoever.

I hear Some Stuff. Not sure What it is. But yay. I've read the first Chapter of Last Sacrifice. And it was Cool. Really Cool. So now I'm about 1,000x more excited than I was Before.

I think that's all. I tell you about books and such this weekend. Got some Research to do. Because apparently Science Teachers think Calcium is Super Interesting, along with Anything Else that is on the periodic table.
Don't know how they figure that.

Good night!

PS: Apparently I forgot about the title of this Post. So I'm mentioning the Holidays. *Mention!* Holidays!
Also, I got this Thing. It is a very Some Thing. If you know what I mean.
I'll tell you more about this Thing, Later.
Good night for sure this time. :)
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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

So, it's December 1st. The first day of the last month. Get it?
It's so amazing that the year is almost over. It went by so fast.
This is just a quick post. My sister's been bugging me to play with her. I'm not looking forward to it. Just because I'm older and no longer want to play.
But whatever. I'll live.
So, until next time. Hopefully, tomorrow.
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