Monday, June 7, 2010

Monday

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Do I have to mention how suck-ish Mondays are?
It's not just me, right? I mean, there's just something about them. Right?
Sorry about that.
Okay so...
I'm sorry about the following questions. Life has been... weird... lately.
Is it annoying when I just ramble on and on? Is it pointless? What about when I'm thoughtful, or something? Is it too deep? Not deep enough-
I need a pause. This is bad. Why am I questioning myself? I mean, I do it all the time. But I've never done so with my blog. I mean, it's my blog. Who cares what other people think, right? So why do I care? Do I care at all? I guess, on some level, I do. Maybe I'm in denial?
In case you wondering or caring(or not wondering and not really caring), I've been having a... how do I say this?
Well, that. I don't know what the heck I'm going through. Maybe it's some sort of teenage thing. If it is, it's kind of annoying. I always had a low self-esteem. I always somewhat doubted myself. Things like that. Many people might not know it, but (for as long as I can remember) I've been like that. Which is another point. How do I seem, on the outside? I'm almost positive that it seems as if I keep everything together. Everything "okay". Have you realized that that's the kind of person who isn't "okay"? And why should I care how I seem on the outside? Does it really matter? Why should I need approval and acceptance?
And what would those same people think if they knew what it was like in my head? Would they be surprised? Is it more obvious than I thought?
Do you get the kind of situation I'm in? Plus it's not like school is making it any better... just more stress.... It's almost over anyways.... I can hang for eight more days... it's not that hard... I've done it before...
Maybe I'm just being overdramatic....
Have a good writing day.
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1 comment:

  1. Doubt can be a good thing because it can lead to discernment and making good decisions. Just don't let self-doubt deter you from doing things that will benefit you or others.

    Rambling is stream-of-consciousness and soc is cool-- it sorts things out and can arrive to conclusions.

    Tio Lee
    Tossing It Out

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